So thought I would write a journal entry since I'm so annoyed right now. So I'm completely annoyed because I'm watching my niece who is about 2 1/2 months old. An wow I have never in my life seen such a needy baby before. Both my kids were peacefull babies. You could lay them down an they would entertain them selves but man my niece u have to always hold her, you gotta bounce her in your arms, pat her butt at the same time for her to fall asleep. Wow it's just extremely annoying to me. It's mainly the fact it's my sister's first child, she dont ever put her down she is always holding her and never lets her cry her self to sleep. Which most new moms dont like to do but its very healthy for a baby to cry once in a while. But I cant hold her all the time concidering I have my own two children who are 4 yrs, and 2 yrs to take care as well. So It's very frustrating to me that I gotta hold her the whole time I'm watching her. I dont mind watching her but I'm going to have a convo with my sister about breaking her of being held all the time, being help to be put to sleep because once they get older it's even more frustrating, annoying.

I'm also annoyed because my boyfriend like's to play xbox360 live with some of his friends till like 3am! Which I wouldn't mind but he talks on the headset, talks very loud an he plays in our room so I get like no sleep so then I'm very crabby. An he normally plays Sun, Mon,Tues, Wed. So all those days I hardly get ne sleep cuz my children wake up between 7-9am.

So that is my Journal on why I'm annoyed lol hope u enjoyed. Now off to take a nap now that its peacefull